http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=B249345 ~*~starberry vanilla twists~*~ http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=B249345&entry=20038 <p><img alt="" src="http://www.opendiary.com/images/smileys/0080.gif" />Yay I'm gonna be mrs redmond in 105 days!</p> <p>Very very exciting - all set out now for married life. I cant begin to describe how much i feel for Lawrence. He's just my ideal match and ... well ... he's the man i'm marrying!!!</p> <p>Other than that i'm working retail again - not been the best - have had heart monitor on for a month now to checkme over... </p> <p>Our apartment is great very homey now and cosy... Lawrence is working again tonight so i am chilling out after having a good clean!!! </p> <p>Anyways hope all is well in OD land... vic xxx</p> Sat, 8 Apr 2006 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=B249345&entry=20037 Does anyone know how to describe themselves in 10 words? I've been asked to do this for an audition and i have no clue what the hell to write.... anybody got any hints/help?          <br/> Thu, 19 Jan 2006 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=B249345&entry=20036 <p>I'M SO EXCITED!!!</p> <p>MY BROTHERS WIFE HAD A BABY BOY LAST NIGHT - He weighed 8lb14 - he's quite long and they've named him Harry after my brother and my dad lol....</p> <p>very very cute baby!!!</p> Tue, 1 Nov 2005 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=B249345&entry=20035 <p>Good evening!</p> <p>So i write today with an entry title! Over the past couple of weeks i've realised i've accomplished something i've wanted for a long time. And that was to find my true self... Now Im not claiming to have worked myself completely out but i have discovered I AM COMFORTABLE IN MY SKIN, I'M HAPPY WITH WHERE MY LIFE IS NOW AND WHERE IT IS GOING & NOT TO DOUBT MYSELF!</p> <p>I had this ephiphany thursday before last whilst lying in a hospital bed! I was lay there thinking - i hope everything is okay and i realised although i was ill.... i realised that i didnt hate myself, what i was doing, who i was "being" or anything like that. And i smiled to myself.... Thank god for that its been a good 8 yrs since i didnt regret things or wish i could change things....</p> <p>So yea so thats that.... update on my health - i've passed out again twice this past week but had really bad chest pains! They've discovered i have an irregular heartbeat so i'm undergoing tests to see how serious it is and what is best course of action to take to combat it and stop my having these episodes! So eventually 10 yrs after these things started i have a cause and i'm happy if not a little worried! So im recuperating at home with my gorgeous man!</p> <p>Wedding invitations are decided and we've ordered them - just got to wait now! Lawries friends are visiting for the football in 2 weeks and my parents are back from their holiday! </p> <p>I wish you all well xxx </p> <p> p.s. I metup with amy a fortnight ago! Was lovely to see her again - hope to catch up properly tho asap!</p> Sun, 16 Oct 2005 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=B249345&entry=20034 <p>Hey</p> <p>Its been a long time - I must try and update more regularly!!! Thing is I've moved into my own place now with lawrence and we dont have email or internet there so I'm struggling to get to a computer in private!</p> <p>So our apartment is lovely we're stocking up on furniture and its heavenly to have a creative space to play with! I quit my job at newcastle airport it was rubbish plus i really hurt my back so I had good reason to leave - I'm now training to supervise at a museum haha and i really like it....</p> <p>Im thinking of going back to college tho to do studies to get more qualifications and then hopefully i'll find a path to stick to!!!</p> <p>Wedding plans are in full flow now and yea im really really happy!</p> <p>Anyways better dash my dad is hovering xxx</p> Tue, 20 Sep 2005 0:00:01 GMT