Open Diary - WeRememberTheBeauty

Open Diary - WeRememberTheBeauty http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D596359 Memories are all we have saving http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D596359&entry=10119 they say i have to update this unless it will be deleted. im not done copying all my writings to my computer yet so i would prefer not to be deleted ;) Fri, 17 Aug 2007 0:00:01 GMT these are usually just for my own benefit http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D596359&entry=10118 1. Who do you wish understood you better? my own self 2. Who is the cutest blonde you know? tristan 3. Do you know anyone named Molly? my best friends name is holly.... 4. What were you doing before this survey? waiting for a guy to get online 5. What is the first job you held? i worked at my gpas machine shop 6. Do you feel you are involved with your community? No 7. What have you been thinking about a lot lately? what decisions i need to make 8. What's better- lemonade or orange juice? lemonade 9. Throw up or fart in front of your date? and why? throw up, i dont know i just think it would be alot less embarassing to explain, but definetly grosser. 10. What do you think of the name Conner? i think of this big kid that looked like a football player that was supposed to say duuuuuuuh 11. What do you think of the name Madison? i think its kinda cute as a name, i know a couple with different personalities. 12. Do you like to put together puzzles? yeah actually 13. What kind of music do you listen to? depends on where i am. emo if im just totally needing to think, which is what i usually choose. 14. Is there anyone you want to strangle? no im good for now 15. Has a movie or song ever truly made a difference in your life? How? probably because they make me think so much and they sway my decision one way or another. 16. What's your favorite font? papyrus 17. When IMing, do you usually say hi first? no 18. How do you normally greet people? hello you 19. What's your take on meeting new people? i enjoy it, but i hate small talk and im not very good at paying attention when they say their name 20. What are you doing besides the survey? waiting for a boy to get online while thinking about another boy 21. Do you watch the Disney Channel? only while baby sitting. 22. Do you watch Nickelodeon (and still like it)? see above, and no ive never liked it 23. What's your favorite cereal? special k with red berries 24. What do you think of college, overall? I think i really need to find a way to go and which one i want to go to. i think the thought scares the crapper out of me. 25. Can anyone truly be independant? not even almost 26. If your eyes could be any color, what color would you pick? i like my eye color, maybe a little more bright 27. "Crop circles in the carpet..." What song is that from? not a clue 28. Do you get a lot of mail? si senor 29. What sounds really good right now? childhood 30. Are you keeping something from your best friend? no, she was there. Tue, 8 Aug 2006 0:00:01 GMT Sunflowers In The Summer Sky http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D596359&entry=10117 <IMG SRC=http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e391/WeRememberTheBeauty/Picture1.png> Mon, 10 Jul 2006 0:00:01 GMT 6/24/06 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D596359&entry=10116 today is my favorite day and i didnt even know until i got on here and saw the date. man my head has been somewhere else lately. this place does that to me. Sat, 24 Jun 2006 0:00:01 GMT stereotype survey http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D596359&entry=10115 THE GENERIC TEENAGER STEREOTYPE Do you drink (alcohol)? naw, i dont prefer the taste. Do you party a lot? How often? i used to, but i kinda got over that. well actually i never was a "partyer" i was kinda a drown my pain alone kinda person. Do you use drugs for recreational purposes? not anymore How often do you use the word like in an average hour? alot Do you skip classes? How often? at YHS i would skip a few times a week. Do you have casual sex? Protected? ahhh...not anymore thank god. never do i want to either, and i think i will take up heroine if i ever see any of the people i have had sex with again. Do you steal? yes. stealing is something i do. Do you wear inappropriate clothing? man this stuff is all from my past. no i really dont, although i could get away with it. Do you drool over celebrities? of course i do, thats what fantasies are for! Do you watch a lot of TV? no except for lately one tree hill, trying to catch up for the next season. Do you ever watch the News? i try Do you even care about world issues? i really do. Do you read books often? im in need of a good one but on average like 3 a month. Are you failing a lot of your classes? i fail finals but my lowest grade is a b+ Do you spend most of your time with your friends? yes i do Do you smoke cigarettes? no sir Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens? lol no. mall stores never change, i dont like it. Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone? yeah but they stay at crushes Do you cuss a lot?  thats one thing that has been hardest to quit.  i get scared or hurt and shit is the only thing that comes to mind. Are you desperate to fit in? umm...i like it when people like me but i make sure to remember who i am. Are you intelligent? i dont think so THE GOTH STEREOTYPE Black lipstick? no thanks Black eyeliner? yes sir Black eyeshadow? for my darkest of days where i want people to  know to fuck off. or if im going out i mix it with other colors. Black trenchcoat? no trenchcoat at all thanks Black boots? lol no! Black fishnets? um...not so much Black nail polish? yes Cigarettes? nada Heavy metal music? im much more mello person Marilyn Manson? he has hott eyes Kittie? ...is? Cradle of Filth? Who? Constant frown and perpetual angst? i like to smile Do you like to be seen as being her own person? i like what i like, what people think is not the most important thing in the world Are you an intellectual? i can be An atheist? nope HOrrible home life? hmmm....not compared Hopelessly depressed? not anymore Suffering with suicidal idealations? sometimes...but i wont act on it Self-mutilation? a big fat proud no THE PUNK STEREOTYPE Plaid? oh man no! Big black boots? no sir Mohawk? hott on other people, preferably guys. Excessive piercings (especially facial)? i have eight and i like them on other people Loud, confident, and opionated? yes.... Wild hair colors? not so much NOFX? too loud Rancid? no Well versed on political scandals and outrages? No THE JOCK STEREOTYPE What's your IQ?i dont know Do you watch a lot of sports? in person i do. sports on tv are horrible Play a lot of sports? holy crap never Talk a lot about sports? never Do you do anything, really, but think about sports? everything Are you arrogant? no Are you amle or female whore? not anymore Are you homophobic? not even almost Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident? No But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity? sometimes Boobs = yes? i have boobs yes. Parties = yes? not so much Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes? lol no thanks. THE GIRL STEREOTYPE Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance? yes Have you ever been on a diet? not an official one but i do cut back sometimes How much did you lose? i havent weighed myself in 2 years. i have enough stress Was it not soe much a diet as it was an eating disorder? no i defentely like food too much for that one. Make yourself throw up? sometimes i feel like it, but i never do. Make-up? I LOVE IT!!!! Low-cut tops? not so much Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it? no... Giggle a lot? oh i love laughing What's the deal with boys? they're hott but they should just grow up and stay away from me. Thongs? only thing i will wear Pretty bras? only thing i own YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al? no Who's the weaker sex? we each have our weaknesses Are youa feminist? no Do you think Brad Pitt is hot? angelina jolie is hotter How often do you shave your legs? when i feel them getting gross How about your armpits? every time im in the shower. man i think that is the nastiest thing in the world. Are you emotional? very Especially when on your period? very much THIS OR THAT: Originality or Acceptance? both Independence or Companionship? undecided Stability or Freedom? stability Personal or Interpersonal? personal Introvert or Extrovert? both Popularity or Isolation? i like both. popularity seems so fake sometimes though. Unique or Loved? Loved Understood or INdividual? a little of both You or Them? us Sat, 24 Jun 2006 0:00:01 GMT