http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D611703 My Poems http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D611703&entry=10003 The walls took years to build within<br/> and now he expects me to let him in.<br/> A wounded heart, I close my eyes,<br/> he comforts me and lets me cry.<br/> <br/> My mind is spinning round and round<br/> waiting for a decission to be found.<br/> My mind is wandering, wasting time<br/> the decission is only mine.<br/> <br/> Scared to be hurt, and feel again<br/> Scared for a new boy to come in.<br/> Scared that he will return to her<br/> Scared that he isn't sure.<br/> Scared of the feelings surrounding me<br/> Scared to just let everything be,<br/> <br/> Scared is why I'm so reserved,<br/> Scared just scared you'll leave me for her.<br/> Fri, 16 Dec 2005 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D611703&entry=10002 I am not the person people believe me to be,<br/> I am like a caged bird just waiting to be free.<br/> Big boobs and my face is all that they see,<br/> but in reality, that's not me!<br/> <br/> Where is my prince charming, please come find me<br/> <br/> Where is he, and does he exsist<br/> that special man who makes my heart tick.<br/> I am a person... body, mind, and soul<br/> if you cannot accept this, please let me go.<br/> No more a girl so scared and confused<br/> now I know exactly what to do.<br/> No more men just looking for a fling<br/> this time I want the absolute thing.<br/> <br/> Alone with my mind, so lonely and blue,<br/> alone with my thoughts, thinking about you.<br/> Not looking for you, you'll come to me.<br/> <br/> Where is prince charming, oh please come find me.<br/>                 Please come find me! Tue, 13 Dec 2005 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D611703&entry=10001 I try hard to change my ways<br/> but he is pleding with me to stay.<br/> A kiss on my lips,<br/> lingering fingers on my hips,<br/> he makes it so hard to resist.<br/> the choice is barreling down on my mind.<br/> <br/> I miss the intimacy i once had<br/> but i do not share it with any lad.<br/> my heart longs to get away.<br/> <br/> Thud Thud Thud is what I hear,<br/> a loving heart is found near.<br/> I bare my heart, my soul, my mind<br/> a caring person is what he finds.<br/> In his arms i feel so safe,<br/> in my dreamland, never to wake.<br/> <br/> I slowly change to the person I want to be,<br/> so i politely get up, get dressed and leave. Tue, 13 Dec 2005 0:00:01 GMT