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Open Diary - http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D641777 *The fireworks behind my eyes* Shit Happens http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D641777&entry=10014 Everybody, take notice, my new saying : SHIT HAPPENS because, lets face it, it does, and when that time comes, you realise that life is just a tangled webb of lies and <strike>love,</strike> usually lies about love, like when someone tells you they love you, and fuck off with someone else, it hurts. Life is bollocks, that's what ive recently found out, and to those who know im moving, well, i dunno what ida done without all of you that have supported me and kept my chin up, and for those who have kicked me down, also, thank you, you made me strong. And now, im sittin here depressing everyone with my fuck up of a life. So, i apologise for that, but no1's making you read this are they?? Riteo, next subject. LOVE (haha it's dreaded) Does anybody here ever feel like they're second best to every other mother fucker out there? cus thats what i feel like at the moment but neways, dads kicking me off the pc now cya xxxx Wed, 7 Jun 2006 0:00:01 GMT Howdy doodey peoples http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D641777&entry=10013 Well Howdy doo.                              There's not really much to say in this entry so im just updating, for the sake of updating. Neways, the moving date is getting closer <img alt="" src="http://www.opendiary.com/images/smileys/0013.gif" /> so i'll soon be gone (don't laugh) and youz lot will have absolutely no drama in ya life at all lmao. Still, hopefully there's gonna be sum dishy surfer dudes down south that i can spy on innit gurlz!! But i am gonna miss ya'll neways. But not that shithole of a skool. Alot of people have been rocks for me lately, and yes, i admit, i aint exactly bin a ray of sunshine, but i'm gonna make these last few weeks happy! (Well at least im gonna try) and so everybody can remember me as a happy happy happy person pmsl. On my last day of skool, everyone's gotta bring me sum AA batteries, cus my camera is jus gonna be going click click click all bloody day, so gurlz do ya hair and boys, well, do whatever you can <img alt="" src="http://www.opendiary.com/images/smileys/0005.gif" /> cus lets face it lads, there aint really much ya can do!!! But tell ya'll summit if ne1 cries, they're gonna get such a big slap!!!!! Cus i cant have the waterworks goin on me last day. But neways, u're all welcum to come and stay wif me down south weneva u like okies???? Rite im'a off luvvies See ya'll inabit                              xXx*+*Sid*+*xXx Mon, 15 May 2006 0:00:01 GMT Word of warning x http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D641777&entry=10012 hiyaz people. Well life has really bollocksed up lately. Does anybody else get sick of smiling? Just so people can't ask you what's wrong? Yeah. Well i am. I have problems, everybody has problems, that's inevitable, but hey, not everybody wants to talk about them. And i really dont need anybody to 'let myself loose' with, because in the end, all that, "a problem shared is a problem halved" shit is bullshit. Even when you tell someone, it usually only gets worse, because they will tell someone else, and so on and so forth... untill you get some random person come up to you and tell you they've heard summit, which is totally not what you first said. So there ya go, just a word of warning, to piss off (unless ur on the ((people i love bit)) thanks) Luv Ya x Thu, 4 May 2006 0:00:01 GMT Hold onto what you've got http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D641777&entry=10011 People just a note to tell you all to stop being so ungrateful and to hold onto what you've got. If you find someone special hold onto them, because any day they could be ripped away from you. And it hurts people. So yeah, i think thats the best bit of advice ne1 could ever give you. Forget all that live your life to the full - its bollocks. So's all that, youre true love will come to you - you have to work for it. And trust, its hard   But yeah. I've finished depressing youz, my friends. See ya                   *+*Sid*+* Sun, 23 Apr 2006 0:00:01 GMT Ummm... need help... http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D641777&entry=10010 Hiyaz everyone,          gawd i seem to have turned into a likkle agony auntie lol. So yeah, feel free to ask me for help, although judging by the way ive lived my own life, it aint really worth it. But neways, had lucy lu and jess round today, nd sent jess to the shop in the pouring rain!! lol *sorry hunni* nd we had a rite laff. I wanna know everyones opinions on long distance relationships, like, really long distance. Plzzzzzzz helps me. Do you think that they work, or even that they are achievable????   I need piccies of all uz lot btw so send 'em to me!!! Thu, 20 Apr 2006 0:00:01 GMT