Open Diary - *silent~screams*

Open Diary - *silent~screams* http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D658261 DistortedDreamsFromAMorbidMind 5/13/07 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D658261&entry=10113 I found something vicious on the way to humanity I found some sanity And a piece of what is broken Something to make me dream And someone somewhere along the way said something to make me think Someone somewhere Someone somewhere Someone somewhere somebody somewhere made me believe Believe in something I couldn't see somewhere along the road I found someone in screams Laying in agony on the side of the road Waiting to die And somewhere along the road I lost a piece of me And I've found a piece of emptiness Somewhere I cant get along. Sun, 13 May 2007 0:00:01 GMT 5/13/07 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D658261&entry=10112 and  I can feel the deep dark feeling sinking inside my skull the deep dark feeling comes back to me And there's the loneliness I know Where everything falls apart But only in my dreams And everyone gets lost on the way to salvation And everyone sinks and screams Everything found is lost And all morals will be broken Everyone will dance and sing Everyone breaks eventually Where's your breaking point. Sun, 13 May 2007 0:00:01 GMT 5/9/07 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D658261&entry=10111 Behind the mase of midnight Lies buried beneath the surface Of something previously preserved Truth unravels the blanket And words become unreal Nighttime makes us weary And the blanket falls apart Into the outsides of everything And we live once again Through the holes cast upon us Here comes that darkness That fills me up and empties my hunger into broken bones of those Ive lost and loved and everything everything everything Falls together in the end. Wed, 9 May 2007 0:00:01 GMT 5/9/07 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D658261&entry=10110 the unspoken words that I spoke letters before just faded away into the broken bones of hope and the words that drifted out from the sea Never manage to reach me and Im still waiting for that letter to reach me The one that she mailed a few years before maybe we could find the letter she wrote and swim it to shore on our little boat maybe then I could make words that make sence instead of these little letters that I manage to mush together Maybe someday Ill find words that breathe and the ocean breathes letters into me all smudged and undone into words I make them but somehow Ive made sence of letters numbers and pictures in no particular order. but maybe you like this too and maybe someday Ill learn to make sence of cherry soda and apple pie and scream out words in no particular order make a word to make you cry Maybe someday you'll listen to what I say and maybe youll never know I wanna know what its like to feel right and alive I wanna feel what its like to be right and be wrong I need to know the reality and know that what I see isnt just me Because I breathe through the emptiness And the striking pain Now be whole again. Wed, 9 May 2007 0:00:01 GMT 4/3/07 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D658261&entry=10108 I can't wait to get you out of your skin And your icy blue eyes They stand still in the movement of everything But I hate the way you look at me And your unblinking eyes That break me everytime I look at you I dont want to see Stop forcing it on me I dont love you I dont love you I dont love you Tue, 3 Apr 2007 0:00:01 GMT