http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D664251 they call me kiddo. http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10109 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10109 <p>Well... the years really show were my brain has been.</p> <p>I just want everyone to know that I spent a good two hours trying to remember how to get back to this site because it was much better than being at work.  Haha. Not quite sure why I wanted to come back to this site. Mostly because I remember I had written some cool stuff on here and wondered if it still existed. It does and that's sweet.</p> <p>Anyway, I cant promise that I'll write on here all the time like I used to. I don't have much to say at this point in my life than I did three years ago or so. But three years does change a lot of things. From my past entries, I think things have changed for the better. I know I'm pretty lucky despite the fact that I'm still poor, poorer now than I was then and my dad still sucks but I guess I'm okay with that now. I've got an okay job, but a great guy in my life that treats me like a princess (even though he doesn't buy me anything... still shallow, I see, haha) but even with all of the crap I still face, things are on the up and up-- even when the Jetta breaks down from time to time. I always say that I'm going to get a new car but I can't get rid of that piece of work.</p> <p>For one thing, time does show you who your real friends and family are. Some of the people who you think will always be there aren't, and some of the ones who you thought didn't give a shit about you actually do. I'm always suprised about that. Pleasantly.</p> <p>I should work eventhough I sit in a closet that was converted into an office. I give this job a year if they don't fire me for not caring enough. I want to know where MY bailout is.</p> <p>Lastly, I went back and read some of the comments from my entries and I want to thank my readers for being so kickass. You guys kept me writing like what I had to say was important to someone. Hey, it was important to me!</p> <p> </p> <p>See ya,</p> <p>Evan</p> Wed, 24 Feb 2010 00:00:00 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10108 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10108 <p>i haven't said anything in a while.<br />i've been using paper and pens.<br />everyday my ugly handwriting looks more like drawings.<br />all of my letters are best friends who haven't seen each other in a long time.<br />they hug and kiss<br />happy to be back where they belong.<br />down along side each other<br />making college-rulled snow angels<br />and snuggling deep within their sheets.</p> Wed, 16 Jan 2008 00:00:00 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10107 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10107 <p>my dearest credits,</p> <p>it has been far too long since i've seen you. it feels like only yesterday you scrolled up in front of me and i reached out, tracing each white letter, committing them all to memory. O credits, sometimes i think i'm the only one who loves you. today i left without saying good bye and it tore me up inside. if it takes weeks, even months until i see another movie, i will stay, rooted to the spot and watch you until the house lights come up and the ushers force me to leave so they can clean. but nobody, NOBODY can take away the love i have for you. they'll never know how much each name means to me and how one day, i will join you among those names. I WILL HAVE YOU, CREDIT! I WILL HAVE CREDIT! and then the world will know why i waited all those times. and they will love you as i have loved you. my darling, darling credits.</p> <p>yours forever,</p> <p>Evan "one take" Morrison</p> Wed, 21 Nov 2007 00:00:00 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10106 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10106 <p>what to say?</p> <p>i've been good and in trouble<br />i've been happy and miserable from being so happy.<br />I've been awake and freaked out by the energy.<br />i've been content and stir crazy.</p> <p>its been a good week. more to say soon when i find the words.</p> Tue, 13 Nov 2007 00:00:00 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10105 http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D664251&entry=10105 i remember that you liked my red winter coat<br />and everytime i got in your car and i had it on,<br />you'd play this one song to me that had<br />"your red overcoat" as part of the lyrics<br />and you'd put your hand in my pocket or <br />tug on the collar.<br />it was cute<br />and i thought about it today as I put it on<br />to go to the train<br />and it made me smile.<br />nothing more, nothing less,<br />just a single moment out of many that still had all its oomph.<br />how wonderful it was so enjoy just a feeling in such a pure form.<br /><br />my one fish is sick.<br />the one you gave me is fine. :) Thu, 25 Oct 2007 00:00:00 GMT