http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D674944 Going back to unknown http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D674944&entry=10004 According to him I'm "pretty and nice". but he's trying to decide weather he wants to date me or some other skank. she and he apperantly have "opposite personalities" and we really hit it off last night on our double-date of sorts, but im still super anxious....how will it end?<br /><br />I like him a lot. we can just sit and talk for hours on end and never run out of things to say. We have a lot of the same intrests, and same sense of humor. I havent liked a guy this much in a while. So he should stop keeping me in suspence...now. Mon, 23 Oct 2006 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D674944&entry=10003 <span class="blacktextnb10"><font size="2" face="verdana">Or my entire family is out. of. their. minds.<br /> Ok. It's them.<br /> I slept for like six hours. Eeep. And I came upstairs, and my little brother was on my step father's back, riding him like a horse. Then i hear my step dad say "I'm an old horse, not some crazy young stallion!"<br /> And I felt super awkward.</font></span> Wed, 6 Sep 2006 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D674944&entry=10002 Watching my brother niece and nephew, and stressing my trip to Kansas tomorrow. <br />I'm definitly going to have to see... <em>him. </em><br />Is it just me or is it really sad that i refer to my own father as him? Eh well he deserves it. Right now, none of his kids are happy with him. My older brother just realized in the past week exactly how big of a jerk our dad is. He honestly didn't know, because when we lived with him, my brother was working all the time. He wasn't there when "daddy dearest" treated me like a piece of shit. He knew he was a jerk, but not that he was an abusive ass hole.<br />My brother Ryan says he'll make sure we don't see dad. But...it's doubtful. So I'll just have to stand up to him.... He will never push me around again, becasue thanks to him, I'm stranger [not to mention smarter] than he'll ever be.<br /><em></em> Fri, 25 Aug 2006 0:00:01 GMT http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D674944&entry=10001 In the past week, I have learned the following:<br /> <ul> <li>Biologically, my big sister is not my big sister.</li> <li>My dad is engaged to a man.</li> <li>My entire family talks about me behind my back. A lot.</li> </ul> <ul> <li>I get my childhood dog back</li> </ul> Ok so one of those things is really good. The rest... I could do without knowing. Thu, 24 Aug 2006 0:00:01 GMT