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   <title>Under Three Months</title>
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   <description>&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;I&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;n under three months, my beautiful vibrant 9 month-old will be ONE!&amp;amp;nbsp; Holy birthday!&amp;amp;nbsp; Where did the last year go?&amp;amp;nbsp; It seems like yesterday I peed on a stick and it came out positive, and that has been nearly two years ago...&amp;amp;nbsp; Just wow.&amp;amp;nbsp; :-/ :-D&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;I'm excited about this year.&amp;amp;nbsp; Mike's active duty military medical retirement should be finalized, and we plan on hoping a space-a flight to Hawaii for Christmas/New Years to celebrate.&amp;amp;nbsp; I am liking the idea of free flights to AFB (Air Force bases) across the United States and to international destinations with US&amp;amp;nbsp;AFB.&amp;amp;nbsp; I&amp;amp;nbsp;can't wait to travel to Europe, Japan, and many other places across the glove.&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;We found out Mike is due an active duty military retirement since he was on Title 10 when he was injured by the IED blast in Iraq.&amp;amp;nbsp; The NC&amp;amp;nbsp;ARNG screwed up by letting him off Title 10 in 04/05, but the NG never has had their shit together, so what can you do?&amp;amp;nbsp; However, there are some positives for us financially for this screw-up in the way of current VA&amp;amp;nbsp;benefits we are receiving, but I don't feel like getting too detailed on the matter, so I will leave it at that.&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt; Right now things are pretty humdrum at home.&amp;amp;nbsp; We have the same routine; awake, eat, change/wash cloth diapers, play, nap, eat, watch tv, play, eat, bathe, sleep, rinse, and repeat.&amp;amp;nbsp; Of course, there is the occasional out-of-home activity, mostly in the form of doctor appointments, but you get the idea.&amp;amp;nbsp; It's not a bad life, but I'm craving some excitement and variety.&amp;amp;nbsp; I finally have a primary care doctor I&amp;amp;nbsp;like, and she has my medications adjusted to where my pain is well-controlled and I am feeling well on a regular basis.&amp;amp;nbsp; I am just getting over an episode of major depression, and the add-on anti-depressant, Remeron, threw me for a loop.&amp;amp;nbsp; My life seemed to play out before me, but I felt strangely absent from it all...yeah.&amp;amp;nbsp; I also could not stay awake, no matter what time of day it was.&amp;amp;nbsp; Unwanted side effects.&amp;amp;nbsp; I started cutting the dosage in half and I am tolerating the add-on much better, and without all the negative side effects.&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
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&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;amp;nbsp;I started my own cloth diaper business on fb, but between my health problems and being a stay-at-home-mommy, I don't have as much time to dedicate to sewing as I would like to.&amp;amp;nbsp; My biz is called Skylar Brite.&amp;amp;nbsp; For now my business is VERY part-time.&amp;amp;nbsp; I hope to grow it as Skylar gets older and more independent.&amp;amp;nbsp; I have learned a lot about fabrics, sewing, and cloth diapering in the last 6 months.&amp;amp;nbsp; I love natural parenting, and am so glad I have a couple great friends I met on OD who introduced me to this wonderful world!&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;Last week I had a cystoscopy and the urologist who performed the procedure found mild - moderate trabeculation and petechia in my bladder.&amp;amp;nbsp; He diagnosed me with Pelvic Pain Syndrome and told me my old diagnosis of interstitial cystitis has no clinical relevance as a diagnosis, and that it falls under the PPS umbrella.&amp;amp;nbsp; PPS and Fibromyalgia go hand in hand, or so that is what the medical professionals say and what I found through online reading about the two conditions on reputable medical sites.&amp;amp;nbsp; It sucks having chronic pain conditions but having no REAL answers WHAT&amp;amp;nbsp;caused them and WHY.&amp;amp;nbsp; Major suckage.&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Bookman Old Style;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
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   <pubDate>Tue, 19 Mar 2013 00:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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   <title>Under Three Months</title>
   <link>http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D796039&amp;entry=10183</link>
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   <description>&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;I&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;n under three months, my beautiful vibrant 9 month-old will be ONE!&amp;amp;nbsp; Holy birthday!&amp;amp;nbsp; Where did the last year go?&amp;amp;nbsp; It seems like yesterday I peed on a stick and it came out positive, and that has been nearly two years ago...&amp;amp;nbsp; Just wow.&amp;amp;nbsp; :-/ :-D&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;I'm excited about this year.&amp;amp;nbsp; Mike's active duty military medical retirement should be finalized, and we plan on hoping a space-a flight to Hawaii for Christmas/New Years to celebrate.&amp;amp;nbsp; I am liking the idea of free flights to AFB (Air Force bases) across the United States and to international destinations with US&amp;amp;nbsp;AFB.&amp;amp;nbsp; I&amp;amp;nbsp;can't wait to travel to Europe, Japan, and many other places across the glove.&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;We found out Mike is due an active duty military retirement since he was on Title 10 when he was injured by the IED blast in Iraq.&amp;amp;nbsp; The NC&amp;amp;nbsp;ARNG screwed up by letting him off Title 10 in 04/05, but the NG never has had their shit together, so what can you do?&amp;amp;nbsp; However, there are some positives for us financially for this screw-up in the way of current VA&amp;amp;nbsp;benefits we are receiving, but I don't feel like getting too detailed on the matter, so I will leave it at that.&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt; Right now things are pretty humdrum at home.&amp;amp;nbsp; We have the same routine; awake, eat, change/wash cloth diapers, play, nap, eat, watch tv, play, eat, bathe, sleep, rinse, and repeat.&amp;amp;nbsp; Of course, there is the occasional out-of-home activity, mostly in the form of doctor appointments, but you get the idea.&amp;amp;nbsp; It's not a bad life, but I'm craving some excitement and variety.&amp;amp;nbsp; I finally have a primary care doctor I&amp;amp;nbsp;like, and she has my medications adjusted to where my pain is well-controlled and I am feeling well on a regular basis.&amp;amp;nbsp; I am just getting over an episode of major depression, and the add-on anti-depressant, Remeron, threw me for a loop.&amp;amp;nbsp; My life seemed to play out before me, but I felt strangely absent from it all...yeah.&amp;amp;nbsp; I also could not stay awake, no matter what time of day it was.&amp;amp;nbsp; Unwanted side effects.&amp;amp;nbsp; I started cutting the dosage in half and I am tolerating the add-on much better, and without all the negative side effects.&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;amp;nbsp;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;amp;nbsp;I started my own cloth diaper business on fb, but between my health problems and being a stay-at-home-mommy, I don't have as much time to dedicate to sewing as I would like to.&amp;amp;nbsp; My biz is called Skylar Brite.&amp;amp;nbsp; For now my business is VERY part-time.&amp;amp;nbsp; I hope to grow it as Skylar gets older and more independent.&amp;amp;nbsp; I have learned a lot about fabrics, sewing, and cloth diapering in the last 6 months.&amp;amp;nbsp; I love natural parenting, and am so glad I have a couple great friends I met on OD who introduced me to this wonderful world!&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;Last week I had a cystoscopy and the urologist who performed the procedure found mild - moderate trabeculation and petechia in my bladder.&amp;amp;nbsp; He diagnosed me with Pelvic Pain Syndrome and told me my old diagnosis of interstitial cystitis has no clinical relevance as a diagnosis, and that it falls under the PPS umbrella.&amp;amp;nbsp; PPS and Fibromyalgia go hand in hand, or so that is what the medical professionals say and what I found through online reading about the two conditions on reputable medical sites.&amp;amp;nbsp; It sucks having chronic pain conditions but having no REAL answers WHAT&amp;amp;nbsp;caused them and WHY.&amp;amp;nbsp; Major suckage.&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Bookman Old Style;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
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   <pubDate>Tue, 19 Mar 2013 00:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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   <title>Under Three Months</title>
   <link>http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D796039&amp;entry=10182</link>
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   <description>&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;I&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;n under three months, my beautiful vibrant 9 month-old will be ONE!&amp;amp;nbsp; Holy birthday!&amp;amp;nbsp; Where did the last year go?&amp;amp;nbsp; It seems like yesterday I peed on a stick and it came out positive, and that has been nearly two years ago...&amp;amp;nbsp; Just wow.&amp;amp;nbsp; :-/ :-D&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;I'm excited about this year.&amp;amp;nbsp; Mike's active duty military medical retirement should be finalized, and we plan on hoping a space-a flight to Hawaii for Christmas/New Years to celebrate.&amp;amp;nbsp; I am liking the idea of free flights to AFB (Air Force bases) across the United States and to international destinations with US&amp;amp;nbsp;AFB.&amp;amp;nbsp; I&amp;amp;nbsp;can't wait to travel to Europe, Japan, and many other places across the glove.&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt;We found out Mike is due an active duty military retirement since he was on Title 10 when he was injured by the IED blast in Iraq.&amp;amp;nbsp; The NC&amp;amp;nbsp;ARNG screwed up by letting him off Title 10 in 04/05, but the NG never has had their shit together, so what can you do?&amp;amp;nbsp; However, there are some positives for us financially for this screw-up in the way of current VA&amp;amp;nbsp;benefits we are receiving, but I don't feel like getting too detailed on the matter, so I will leave it at that.&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;
&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Century Schoolbook;&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(128, 0, 128);&quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&amp;gt; Right now things are pretty humdrum at home.&amp;amp;nbsp; We have the same routine; awake, eat, change/wash cloth diapers, play, nap, eat, watch tv, play, eat, bathe, sleep, rinse, and repeat.&amp;amp;nbsp; Of course, there is the occasional out-of-home activity, mostly in the form of doctor appointments, but you get the idea.&amp;amp;nbsp; It's not a bad life, but I'm craving some excitement and variety.&amp;amp;nbsp; I finally have a primary care doctor I&amp;amp;nbsp;like, and she has my medications adjusted to where my pain is well-controlled and I am feeling well on a regular basis.&amp;amp;nbsp; I am just getting over an episode of major depression, and the add-on anti-depressant, Remeron, threw me for a loop.&amp;amp;nbsp; My life seemed to play out before me, but I felt strangely absent from it all...yeah.&amp;amp;nbsp; I also could not stay awake, no matter what time of day it was.&amp;amp;nbsp; Unwanted side effects.&amp;amp;nbsp; I started cutting the dosage in half and I am tolerating the add-on much better, and without all the negative side effects.&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;
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