As if it was destined to be,  I found this article right after I wrote my little entry about the ostracization that is happening due to our atheistic/theistic philosophies.     Bitter Rift Divides Atheism: Last month, atheists marked Blasphemy Day at gatherings around the world, and celebrated the freedom to denigrate and insult religion.   Some offered to trade...

My memories of you are getting colder.. all the things that I wanna do over.   soukbabyyyy (10:57:21 AM): mm true. it's torture. oh well. haha my mom goes to me this morning "soukee, you and jordan need to limit your calling times" hahaha +13154034833 (10:57:59 AM): Hehehe. she's got a point though soukbabyyyy (10:58:13 AM): yeah. maybe you...

It's an odd feeling, when you know you have no solid walls to call home. There's a sort of excitement, that could be described as fear. But how it is described often effects how it is also experienced. I feel both fear and excitement. It makes me proud. Again, this is an odd feeling when you have no claim to anything. I have a roof above my head, and a bed to sleep in. I have clothes to wear,...

today i found myself thinking about the ending of atlas shrugged.  not thinking about it, but more or less wanting to be a part of that ending, wanting that fictional ending to be my actuality.  i ached for it today.  that beautiful ending is where i want to be right now. on a similar note: people.are.so.fucking.stupid. the older i get and the more and more i have to...

Went to the doctor again early yesterday, and they are pretty sure it's a severe muscle strain. I keep it wrapped when up. My allergies have been in overdrive. I've sneezed until it hurts to wipe my raw nose. My Dad is working a pretty big job today. I hope things go smoothly and begin to look up for him. It is so cold here, I spend most of my time on the couch under the electric...

US Debt Clock Tuesday morning, sitting at the motel:     I got the call about 4pm yesterday. I stopped at a convenience store on the way over to Crackerville East and bought Skittles for the munchkins.     After all the kids got all their hugs we were headed back to the city.         I thought ei serepein men was asleep when...

In which our Hero explores the new rules in a possibly offensive way. I cannot snigger in a note. To do so is apparently derogatory language directed at people with comparatively high melanin content in their skin. I cannot say fuck in a note. To do so is sexually explicit. To call the policy a cunthair short fucking insensible cocksuckery would again be derogatory and inappropriate and...

every now and then when i see pictures of the family of dead soldiers i cry.  i didn't used to...this is a new thing.  i guess since bobby left for iraq and since i've started to get to the point where i think about having a family someday and all that, the loss just seems so real. but my real problem is i don't understand it.  i try and try and i cannot for hte life of me...

  man, are people up in arms over this lousiana j.o.p or what? when i first read the article, i was glad he's getting in trouble over it all. then i reread it. then i thought about all the people i've met in my life and remembered all the people in wow's trade channel who are yelling that the only reason why we have obama as president is because he's black. then i thought about everything...