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Never was and Never will be
requiem praedamno


Age: 26
Sex: F
Location: Living like a disaster
State: New York

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I used to think that this life would be good... and I would do things that I though that I should..

 

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I am --Starving for Perfection--



But there was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy...So I'm feeling The current mood of snuuy@aol.com at www.imood.com, what are you gonna do about it? and Whitney loves me anyway.

I close my eyes

thought I was lost but I was stranded

I go outside

to my surprise the sky had landed

I thought it made more sense

If I could only keep you guessing

I was a fool to think

that I should stop you from undressing

now I'm believing all the words you say

that I can't say back to you

to you so I fall

I don't want to feel this small

you know I just can't handle this

handle this at all

and I'll just fall

I let my heartbeat drop

I faulter as the music stops

and you watch me as I stall

and wonder when I fall I kiss your neck

I feel you breathing on my shoulder

still I'm perfect
I was so close

that was the most that I have ever been through

now old cassettes and cigarettes

will be the ones to save you

how can you ask for me to stay

when all you ever do is go?

just go so I fall

I don't want to feel this small

you know I just can't handle this

handle this at all

and I'll just fall

I let my heartbeat drop

I faulter as the music stops

and you watch me as I stall

and wonder when I fall go on

you've kept me waiting

go on

aand watch me fall

I don't want to feel this small

you know I just can't handle this

handle this at all

and I'll just fall

I let my heartbeat drop

I faulter as the music stops

and you watch me as I stall

and wonder when I FALL

 

What would you do if you finally believed in yourself? But you just don't know your ass from a hole in the ground So true it's a violation Hide yourself from the same old memories Your image is your invitation There's no time for sleep so mother fucker come on Welcome to the odyssey Welcome to the odyssey Prancing through a black hole in the sky from the 30th century So you'll feel like me Your traded in your high school ring To get away from the pom pom boys and the jock strap girls Yeah, Give me the super pill to make things better Yeah, The super pill to make everything alright The odyssey You've been driven by your faceless personality And your image is your own faceless odyssey ~Orgy

So please, continue to read my diary- there is nothing stopping you.... READ ON....



which song describes you the best?


See what drug you are. how appropriate is that analysis??

854 Public Entries
Entry Date
I might be a crazy person. 4/13/2009
girl.like.that. (Matchbox.twenty) 1/31/2009
Fall.for.you. (Secondhand serenade) 11/27/2008
Forever (Ben.Harper) 10/30/2008
Denmark. (Jay.Brannan.) 10/6/2008
Your shirt. 10/2/2008
anyone.else.but.you. 9/17/2008
rooftops.and.invitations. (Dashboard.) 9/15/2008
So.Nice.So.Smart. (Kimya Dawson) 9/14/2008
addicted. (saving.abel.) 9/11/2008
......... 9/4/2008
Something special. 8/3/2008
you.know.who.you.are. 7/18/2008
you've.always.been.weak. 6/10/2008
6/9/08 6/9/2008
.just.breathe. 6/7/2008
my.turn.for.a.colorquiz. 4/20/2008
i.should.major.in.procrastination. 4/20/2008
hahaha. This.is.me. 4/14/2008
testosterone.boys.and.harlequin.girls. 3/26/2008
the.terrible.things.we.do.to.one.another. 3/20/2008
american.idol. (jay.brannan.) 3/19/2008
realize. (colbie.calliat) 3/17/2008
so.why.am.i.running.away? 3/11/2008
Ben.Lee. 2/25/2008
ah, the boredom. So i return to the tried and true 1/28/2008
i.need.a.fix.cause.i'm.going.down. 1/26/2008
the.truth. 1/24/2008
say.it's.possible. 1/23/2008
whit 1/20/2008
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