I don't know if people will even care what this diary talks about. But that's okay because honestly it's just a place where I can let out my thoughts and emotions and feel like maybe, just maybe one person is out there reading it. And maybe if I'm lucky it might be a repeat reader. But either way this is just my little way of trying to open up my mind. I'm the quiet person with the mind that never stops. I'm the shy girl sitting there with so many things on her mind, you can't even begin to imagine what it's like. If you like roller coaster rides then you'll probably get a kick out of my mind since at times it can be scarier then the greatest roller coaster in the world.
Whether you enjoy what I write or hate what I write, feel free to leave your own little mark on my cave walls (translation leave a note). Afterall even a small hi says a lot to someone who is willing to open up to some strange world. Enjoy the sights of my cave, enjoy the views you might get to see, enjoy the lessons you might learn that I failed to see quick enough to avoid and most of all enjoy whatever you can get out of my words and what I say and write about. This way I can say my little diary isn't a total waste.
I guess it's time to add a little update to this. Those who have been around a while have probably seen me grow as a person through this diary. I know I can feel the way I have changed. I've matured and gained confidence that I needed. Plus I just feel like I understand life and myself better.
Key people in my life (these are people I'll mention from time to time and are really important players in my life right now). I might have to add more later but for now...there's 3 main ones.
Josh - we've been best friends for years and have become almost like brother/sister but it's more than that. One entry talks about having soulmates in terms of friends...Josh is one of those.
Angie - she's another one of those soulmate friends. We met at about age 5 or so and military life split us up but we have managed to stay in touch.
J - Well he's every cliche there is for love. He's the half that makes me whole. He's the person that completes my heart and soul and makes me want to be a better person. He's that person that I spent all my life waiting for and now he's a part of my life and I couldn't be happier.
"Deep down the truth runs through you" - Me