It's Just My Philosophy 

You have made me realised that the only fair thing every human has is 24 hours. I chose to spend them to do what i like, but it all tends to get me very frustrated when you ever mix up how i am going to spend my life. 

I should be patient like how i have been when i was a little girl, piecing up the jigsaw puzzles, but i realise time won't go back into the past like how doraemon did anymore. 

I should be very straight-forward with my feelings, i am still doing this to the pigs in the zoo, this is what gets people happy about it, but i realise i won't be able to do it in front of the mass majority i faced for 9 hours a day.

I should not bear any grudges against the people who offended me, they are also sorry about it, that's what i presume it to be, but i realise not everyone is what i presumed them to be anymore. 

I should be yearning for people to play Lego with me, i love imagining things, but i realise i won't be looking forward to welcome any strangers into my life anymore. 

I should be someone who wasn't good in mathematics, i couldn't memorise the timetable during primary 2, but i realise i can't move on without  good foundation anymore.

I should be the little girl who was apathetic of homework and other troubling matters, i was so care-fee, but i realise this is part and parcel of life.

There's so many things that i should have done, yet i realised that nothing is changing except me.