*******WHAT I PLACE IN HERE ARE MY HONEST FEELINGS...MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS, AND THINGS I CANNOT SAY OUT LOUD. I WARN YOU NOW THAT YOU MAY NOT LIKE WHAT YOU READ, IF THIS IS THE CASE IM SORRY, BUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED OF THAT. THIS IS WHAT I FEEL AND THINK...SO IF THATS A PROBLEM DONT READ IT. ITS THAT SIMPLE.****