I'm not the girl I used to be
I'm in love with marvelous things
Feeling all the magic of life and the wonder

I'd love to live within mermaid entwined shrubbery, with a few brief moments and imperfectly perfect sonnets. I'll watch it all dissolve into a single second with dreary birds and foolish lines.
I'll wear eyeshadow made out of pixie dust and holster barettas in place of attitude. I'll have lazy days between woes and craze and I'll feel the way that every child (woman?) should.
I'll hide behind a smile. A laugh, a lie, a file. A miscommunicated misconception. I'll be the missing puzzle piece, wrapped up in deception. I'll lace the ribbon with all of the things that I've kept tightly hidden, and hopefully I'll be forgiven when I tie the bow...
And just to show how much I care, I'll open the box and start to share, I will make you quite aware of everything you shouldn't know.
By then the words will have occured to inspire me, if only the line I couldn't find wouldn't tire me. And maybe, someday, I'll share my stories around the kitchen...
Fact looks b-e-a-utiful when dressed up in fiction.

Hi, I'm Sagira! I'm a ecclectic, spontaneous, hedonistic, crazy girl living around Nova Scotia, Canada. My life is as ever changing as I am; free-spirited, wild and somewhat unpredictable.
I've been with OD since 2003, and haven't looked back. Journaling, documenting, discovering and writing have become such a huge part of my life. It brings me a deep level of satisfaction, even if the thought vomit I come up with usually isn't nearly as impressive. *chuckles*
There isn't much I don't write about. I'm a kinky, poly (ish?), bi-curious, very sexually open female. I have strong opinions, strong desires, and a strong will. When I'm not writing about my latest kinky adventure, or boring you all to tears with bad poetry, I'm busy writing about work, love, life or what (most likely horrendous) state my room is in.
Honestly, anything goes.
I'm liberal, Pagan and creative. A live-and-let-live sort, for the most part. I'm here for the outlet, not for the drama. If you're open-minded or curious, feel free to drop me a note. I don't bite. ...Well, not at first, anyway. *winks*

I am.. who I am. Unapologectically so, at times. I don't know how to be anything else, despite those who may argue that I'm "too young" to be doing, and feeling, and living these things.
Marvelous things aren't always pretty and perfect, or nice. Sometimes they have a darker side, hidden just beneath the surface. That's part of their appeal, and part of their charm. I've been known to play with fire, and I've been known to get burnt -- how else would I learn?
I am not one who dwells on black and white. I am a girl who deals in shades of grey. Often times things are only as complicated as we make ourselves believe they are. The journey is far more important than the destination; it's what's made me who I am today. I'm not opposed to walking around in circles as long as I learn something along the way.
And at the end of the day, I don't want everything -- I just want enough. I'm learning how to be happy, even in my unhappiness. And I'm learning how much life has to give back to those willing to give in.
The fear of today will be gone by tomorrow.

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