most of my time seems to be spent wondering about how you feel about me. if i'm good enough for you or not. lately it seems like a negative and I just keep screwing things up. i really do try to be the best i can for all of you. i just don't know what i do wrong. i just need you to be there for me as a friend, like we always are supposed to be, like we always have been. i just wish that somehow things could be perfect. i know things cant always be fit for my liking, but cant they be just a little bit? why do i care about you how you feel..what you are doing.. i guess its because nothing is ever perfect.