I made this dumb diary thing because i didnt have anywhere else to express my deepest feelings. I dont really care if anyone reads it. as long as I dont know them and they dont know me. I'm the drummer in a band called "The Scandelles". We arent very good.. but we're working on it. we have... 3 songs. yeah. My best friend in the whole world is probably my sister. we are really close and I would never change that. We are so much alike and we have so much in common. we tell eachother just about everything. She's probably the only person I could trust and depend on. Yeah I am a really lucky person I guess but i think i take things for granted. I dont realize how lucky I am to have an education and I just waste time and dont take advantage of it. I am a very lazy person who procrastinates way too much. Yeah well im trying to use up this description thing.
Yeah, boys..... kind of a long story. Everyone tells me I complain a lot. I dont know why i do.
Life is sooo boring. Its just the same routine everyday at school. nothing ever happens. i want to meet new people but it seems like there's no one worth meeting at my school. It seems like me and my sis are the only ones who make sense.
Like when people call other people posers or make fun of people... its like, whats the point? to make yourself feel better?? I could never do anything like that. Its like, just leave them alone. they can dress how they want to. I have gained more confidence in the last couple of years.. in large part to my sister and my x-boyfriend who has remained my friend... unfortunately. Yeah well i still want more and i want to not care at all what people think. It seems like everyone at school... every single person is a fake. All of the well known people anyway. well i should stop rambling and save the rest for my diary thing. yeah im such a loser. A Diary plus a myspace and a xanga. i have no life.