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.:TheLifeOfAHopelessRomantic:.
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Age: 22
Sex: F
Location: Deep, in the dark pits of Hell
State: Indiana

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Some people are like pennies

Two-faced and worthless


Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass

It's about learning to dance in the rain


Here we stand again

Another day has passed us with its lack of change

And all we have is what we share

And all we want is someone else to be there


You see her in the hallway

Smiling and laughing

But you would never know

She cries herself to sleep

Every night


Welcome to broken hearted airways

Thanks for crashing and burning with us today


I got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold

Hunger hurts, but starving works when it costs too much to love


So if you want to be with me

With these things there's no telling

We'll just have to wait and see

But I'd rather be working for a paycheck

Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides maybe this time is different

I mean I really think you like me


And after a while

It just doesn't hurt anymore

The truth is...it starts to kill


I hope you think of me

Everytime you breath


My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with </3


If you want to know where your heart is

Look where your mind goes when it wanders


If I took my heart

And placed it in your hands

Would you call me crazy?

Or would you understand?


And just when you think that they won't last

You see them kiss and all your hopes disappear


When people ask me why I like you so much

I don't answer...cause if I tell them

[They'd love you too]


Nothing hurts more than realizing

He meant everything to you

But you meant nothing to him


No guy is worth your tears

But when you find one that is

He won't make you cry


If I said your smile's all that mattered

Would you save my life?


Someone asked me-

'Do you know where heaven is?'

I had to smile

I pointed to him and said

'In those arms'


Who wants a life of lost adolescence?

That's filled with regrets and anti-depressants?


I fall asleep each night with the accomplishment of knowing I made it through the day

But with the irony of knowing it will all start over tomorrow


Sometimes the only person

You can rely on is yourself


Eventually one of two things will happen

He'll realize you're worth it

Or you'll realize he isn't


One day I'll fail to breath

And all you'll have left are memories


If love is a labor

I'll slave til' the end


I'd rather chew on broken glass then keep on living in the past

And waste my time on replaying the words I know you never meant


Tell him I hate

Tell him I've moved on

And that I don't think about him anymore

Tell him I never loved him anyway

But most of all

DON'T tell him I said this with tears in my eyes

54 Public Entries
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For djp04jan 2/21/2007
I dont know if anyone reads this shit anymore... 2/17/2007
lincoln schooling sucks your mom..... 9/7/2006
Summer woot. 7/24/2006
love notes on a napkin 4/1/2006
love notes on a napkin 4/1/2006
.my fucked up life 3/10/2006
What is.....um...DOWN???? 2/23/2006
.how dare you judge ME!?!?@$@##^%$*& 2/10/2006
.shine on diamond eyes 1/25/2006
.Life With David 1/22/2006
~*Dum duh dum duh dum TSSSS!*~ 1/10/2006
Sure thing there buddy 1/5/2006
.:William Loves My Sweet Honey:. 1/3/2006
.:Whateva:. 1/1/2006
My Date w/ William 12/25/2005
We Sang the Joy Away 12/21/2005
.:Bull*O*Nee:. 12/20/2005
.:Everything Is Good:. 12/18/2005
Snow Sucks My A$$crack! 12/16/2005
Shut the F*ck...!!! 12/15/2005
Nothin! 12/14/2005
This Poem 12/10/2005
Whats up with me lately 12/10/2005
This is really me...huh? 11/4/2005
I'm Just a Crosshair... 10/25/2005
well...then 10/22/2005
yeah okay. 10/20/2005
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