I'm a young adult still struggling with finding out who I am, what I like and what I don't like. I am really trying hard to build my confidence and self-esteem. I know I shouldn't care what others think of me but for some reason I do. I wish I didn't care so much, I'm afraid to be alone in public out of fear that the entire world is laughing at me. I wish I could just roll with the punches but it's apparent that I can't. It's hard to imagine a cheerleader lacking such low self-esteem, but when I'm performing I am in character so I don't really show it. I'm looking to find myself. Favorite Quote: Know which battles to fight and which ones to surrender This is where I write all my feelings, dreams and thoughts. A lot of what this diary is will be my introspection. I'm still "'searching for myself.'" All thoughts, notes, and advice are greatly appreciated.

Kay

You Are the Reformer

1 You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair.