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Redeeming the Beast
GhostLee


Age: 26
Sex: M
Location: Amsterdam, The Netherlands
Country: Netherlands

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Blade
Boondock Saints
Bruce Campbell
Deadpool
Evil Dead Trilogy
George A. Romero
Halo 3
Macross
Magic: The Gathering
Marijuana
Married Life
Marvel Comics
Nightmares
The Crow
True Blood
Warhammer
Xbox 360

 

 

Wow, been a long time since I have managed to write on here.  A lot has changed in such a short amount of time. Hmmmm where to start....

 

Alright, here goes.

My name is Leon, I'm 26 years of age at the time I am typing this in and I am a divorced father of one (please don't ask).  I have quite a bit of history with OD as I met my ex-wife nearly a decade ago on this very site, we married for just over 5 years.  Long story for another time.  My daughter is now 5 years of age and for the past 6 years or so I have been living overseas in The Netherlands.  For quite some time I lived in Amsterdam but since beginning the divorce process I've moved to Alkmaar.  My life has never really been pristine and picture perfect as my early posts will definitely show but I am working to move forward, to better myself and to make the lives of those I care about better.  I'm redeeming the beast, bit by bit and piece by piece.

Interests
I am a huge nerd lol.  I love comics of almost all varieties (mainly Marvel I will admit) and video games.  I have a big love for Roleplaying Card Games and Table Top games like Magic: The Gathering and Warhammer 40K.  I've been recently trying to make the most of my nightmares and terrible mindset by trying to write horror stories and comic scripts but only time will tell if I will finish any of them.  When it comes to writers I tend to move more towards writers like H.P. Lovecraft, Garth Ennis, and Stephen King. 

 

Below are lyric clips from songs that I have either identified with at one point or still do.

 

"I'm not close, I'm not Safe"
 I don't know, don't know
 Am I better off in chains?
 The one, is not aware
 So stay away from me
 I'm just too young to care
 -Stone Sour "Tired"

"So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
        -Three Days Grace "Animal I Have Become"

"Peel Me From The Skin, Tear Me From The Rind"
 Does It Make You Happy Now
  Tear Me From The Bone, Tear Me From Myself
   Are You Feeling Happy Now
                    -Mudvayne "Happy"

 

"Wake Up And Face Me Or Play Dead Cuz Maybe"
  Someday I'll  Walk Away And Say You Dissappoint Me
   Maybe Your Better Off This Way
                    -A Perfect Circle "Passive"

 
"The Feelings I Once Felt Are Now Dead And Gone"

 I Waited Here For You For Soo Very Long
                    -Black Label Society "Stillborn"

 

 

100 Public Entries
Entry Date
Can I Be Done Now? 5/23/2013
Still Standing 4/26/2013
Lyrical Ramblings Part 1 4/9/2013
The Humbling River by Puscifer (Lyrics) 4/5/2013
Ramble 3/13/2013
Back in the Saddle 2/25/2013
Last Day 10/2/2011
Jethro Tull - Man of Principle (Song Lyrics) 9/26/2011
Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit (Song Lyrics) 9/22/2011
Does It Really Matter Anyway? 9/22/2011
NIN - The Day the World Went Away (Song Lyrics) 9/22/2011
Bob Dylan - The Times They Are A Changing (Lyrics) 9/22/2011
Jerry Cantrell - Anger Rising (Song Lyrics) 9/21/2011
Viking Dream Pt.1 9/21/2011
Jethro Tull - Broadsword (Song Lyrics) 9/20/2011
Migraine 9/20/2011
I'm Feeling Like Some Comedy Tonight 9/18/2011
Another Night Ends 9/17/2011
Triumph - Fight the Good Fight (Song Lyrics) 9/17/2011
Rolling With Life's Punches 9/17/2011
Sublime - What I Got (Song Lyrics) 9/16/2011
Sublime - Wrong Way (Song Lyrics) 9/16/2011
Nightmare Documentation #8 (Document) 9/13/2011
Tired Ramblings (Entry) 9/12/2011
Nightshift Ramblings 8/23/2011
Comic Books (List) 8/23/2011
Bad Person (Post) 8/23/2011
Shinedown - Burning Bright (Song Lyrics) 8/18/2011
Pain is Irrelevant (Post) 8/18/2011
Tool - Parabola (Song Lyrics) 8/18/2011
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