NOTE: my diary has both public and fav only entries in it. 

If you would like to read the fav only entries, please feel free to let me know.  Then I can decide if I want you to.

 You ever have the feeling that all your hopes and dreams will just remain hopes and dreams? 

That you will never be able to do what you want to do. 

That you will remain a nothing in the world forever. 

No one will ever know you exist, and no one will remember you when you don't exist anymore. 

That's something I think about every single day...

 It's my life, my diary, my thoughts, my head, my feelings.

Remember that!