Let me hold you, touch you, feel you always, kiss you, taste you, all my always

You can't stop me from falling apart, because my self-destruction is all your fault...

 hey....i started this pretty much because mine at home i can't write anything in, because i never know who goes through my drawers... and thats where it is.. my life is well my life.. i can't really just explain it in a couple words because it changes... usually for the worst it always seems  peace

Every breath that I exhale is a sigh -

every breath that I exhale is a sigh of exhaustion.

[repeating throughout]

How sad - this is what your life has

been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress.

The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been

painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your

knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its

strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock

at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can

only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is

distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is

distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really

don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up

again.