Dear Diary and other Webbers,

Sometimes I feel like my life is a total blah of  music sometimes its like I cant get into what I feel.I have created this wall of protection around myself never allowing my dreams to set in.To me life is a dream its what you make it to be thats what I believe we all have different talents in the tips of our fingers but sometimes we dont see its there until its too late to show it.I guess what Im trying to say is my heart lyes in music and writing it,its what I feel what I want its what i see....its what I see for me.I want to gain control of all this madness I have created for myself but I guess things come to those who wait ,GOOD things.But I cant stand to wait when it comes to a dream sometimes you cant wait sometimes you have to just jump into it to create it yourself....no matter how hard it might be to achieve.

"It seems like yesterday my world fell from the sky it seems like yesterday I didnt know how hard I could cry It seems like tomorrow I may not get by but I will try I will try wipe the tears from my eyes....I am Beautifully Broken."