hey ppl. im new at this but i wanted some place where i could share my everyday thoughts and concerns about life.see my life is screwed up but im happy um. . . . im dating the most amazing guy in the world his name is jay . we got back together 4 months ago and he's in the military. it's hard because we don't get to talk much anymore he's should be completing basic training in august and will be going through individual training and then after we'll find out if he'll be shipped off overseas or if he'll be stationed in another state. . . well thats enough about him but i talked about him b/c that's what most of my journal entries will be about.