Stuff that usually keeps me up at night and the usual depression writings. Yeah, I'm one of those people that can only write when sadden by my own self pity. I have stopped for a while but I guess moving and changes have cause me to be here once again.  Oh and I'm very self conscience about how well I write, I know I can't really even make a complete sentence much less a good entry, may have to do with my social anxiety disorder.