I was on here once before, but I deleted my diary.  Basically this is just random babblings and stuff that I either need or want to get off my chest.  If I'm lucky, no one I'll know will realize who this is, because I believe honesty is clouded by the desire to keep from hurting peoples' feelings.  Basically, I just needed somewhere where I didn't have to hide or pretend.  Maybe I've found it.