I began writing within this as an outlet to practice the craft in which I aspired to desperately be a part of. Through the wear and tear of years and growing up it has become an outlet to creatively vent and a tangible recollection of my memories---where my professional writing career and my recreational writing intertwine. Moreover, it's anonymity provides me the cloak necessary to speak freely without having to worry about an audience. Many of the things within these entries are taken from my recollection and reflection over a course of days--sometimes weeks (sometimes an inebriated night). However, if you are opposed to gratuitous descriptions of homosexual acts, illicit drug use, alcohol abuse and profanity these entries will only offer you everything you already dislike. 

I don't write happily every after novels or bibles in my real life---because my mind isn't clouded with fiction. Neither am I a children's book author, since I have a great disliking toward them. So there is nothing within these entries that are intended for minors. These entries are the ruminations of a gay man living in fast-paced New York---a native New Yorker the ones that ignore tourists, push baby-carts out of the way and have no problem fighting you over the last cup of fresh coffee at Starbucks. With that being said, if you enjoy reading about living on the brink of addiction and recreational use of drugs & alcohol, one-night stands, depictions of gratuitous sex, a fast-paced life with absolutely no censorship, (mis)understanding gay love and possibly taking a journey with me to see the gray areas of life, Welcome. 

If you are offended by anything I have said or will say---I am truly not sorry.