Amy Simone, that's me I guess.  I don't wish anyone a painful death.  That's for sure.

"Therefore, since the world has still

Much good, but much less good than ill,

And while the sun and moon endure

Luck's a chance, but trouble's sure,

I'd face it if a wise man would,

And train for ill and not for good."

                      ~A.E. Houseman