Hi  to anyone reading this..

I am 30 years old  and suffer with eating disorders. I have been fasting and restricting my food intake since the age of 12  but in my head I have always had the thoughts and feelings of being too big. I am 5ft 6 inches tall and at my heaviest weigh 154lbs ( which is what I weighed at the start of this diary - yuck! ) and at my lowest I weighed just 77lbs - far too low.
I am starting my new diet tomorrow and have set myself a target weight of 98lbs.
I am not pro ana, this is not a lifestyle choice for me and I would never want to influence anyone in any way at all.This is just my personal diary to help keep me motivated.