For three months now I've been struggling with what the doctors say is anxiety.  I'm not completely convinced.  I'm afraid that I have some crazy disease or heart condition and I'm just going to die one day.  I'm trying to accept this anxiety diagnosis and get better, but I'm not sure if some of my symptoms are normal.  This will be a blog about what I'm going through each day and how these feelings are taking me over.  I was reluctant at first to post an online blog because I don't want others to judge me.  I'm not trying to get attention or sympathy and this isn't just all in my head.  I want to get better and I think others who have been through this can help me.  When I post my blogs I would love some feedback from others who are struggling with the same things.  Then I'll know I'm not alone in this.