My name is Calvin.  I am 21 and I have just graduated with honours from Law school.  That's all great, but I don't want to be a lawyer.  I don't know what I want to do.

I love film, writing and travel.  I go to the cinema whenever I get the chance.  I hope to publish a novel one day.  Every day or so I try to write a little.  I also like to travel whenever I can.  Last summer I backpacked around europe and had the time of my life.  This year I shall be backpacking to Japan, Thailand and Australia; I genuinely cannot wait. 

I live at home with my parents at the moment while I'm deciding what I want to do with my life.  Life in my house can be dramatic to say the least, but I try to stay out of the way.

I am gay.  Only my closest friends know this; for some reason I cannot bring my self to tell anybody else.  It's not that I'm confused; I know for a fact that I'm gay.  I know there's nothign wrong with it and I act upin it.  But I still cannot bring myself to come out to my family, colleagues and the guys.

I like to have a good time; I love going out clubbing with the guys from work; who I adore but do not know who I really am.  My best friend is Julie, we've been best friends since high school.  I hang about with her a lot.

I've had an open diary in the past as a teenager, but was always to busy with uni to actually write in it.  I have a feeling that over the next year or so things are going to change for me; I'm going to find myself.  Finding a career, travelling, partying; I want to chronicle it.

Favourite films - Scream trilogy, the Halloweens, Elm Street, F13, Final Destinations, Descent, Dog Soldiers, Doomsday, Them, Candyman, Death Becomes Her, Forrest Gump, Crash, Children of Men, Alien Quadrilogy, Harry Potter, Kill BIll, Tremors, Starship Troopers, Panic room, TITANIC.... an endless list, I love movies

TV Shows- 24, Grey's Anatomy, Boston Legal, Desperate Housewives, ER, Friends, Will and Grace, Gossip Girl, Alias, Ugly Betty, Dexter, The Shield, Spooks, Brothers and Sisters, Dirty Sexy Money, Gladiators, Gilmore Girls... the list goes on.