These are just things I am going through.  I would love to help out others but don't feel that I have dealt with my own issues well enough yet to give good enough advice.  I need advice as to what I am going through because I am completly lost, if anyone reads any of my enteries and has any piece of advice no matter how little it is or even if you can relate in any way a note would be greatly appreciated.  The support is what I came here for.