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FadingObsessions


Age: 18
Sex: F
Location: Fading Into The Background
Country: Canada

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 Hey,

My name is melia. I am an MDD survivor. To be completely honest, I'm only here because MDD has been down for like 2 weeks, and I feel like it won't be coming back. I hope I'm wrong though :p

Anyways, I kept my same username and diary name. Anyone from MDD, you know how I roll.

If you DONT:

I have an ED, and i'm trying to loose weight, and I am so confused about what I want in life; so yeah. I'm also trying to write a story with my friend, but yeah. 

 

To sum me up in a quote:

the girl who seemed unbreakable; broke... the girl who seemed strong; crumbled...the girl who always laughed; cried...the girl who never stopped trying; gave up...she gave a fake smile while a tear ran down her face and she whispered to herself "stop hurting me...I can't do this anymore."

 

so that's all xoxo

Height:68 inches 5foot 8  

Current BMI: 23.0

HW:165

CW:151.5

LW:125

GW1:155

GW2:150

GW3:140

GW4:135

GW5:130

GW6:127.5

GW7:125

FINAL GOAL:115-120

 

46 Public Entries
Entry Date
thinking about coming back 7/14/2010
alright... 3/3/2010
sorry ive been away :D 11/15/2009
hey 11/6/2009
worst.day.ever. 10/28/2009
intervention. 10/27/2009
red. 10/26/2009
not that much going on 10/25/2009
trying to keep this up 10/23/2009
Im Gonna Write You All A Little Story 10/22/2009
don't celebrate just yet 10/19/2009
scars should be a measure of success 10/12/2009
i know, im a terrible writer 10/9/2009
just a quick thing 10/5/2009
you know you're messed up when... 10/4/2009
sorry ive been away :D 10/3/2009
September 28th 9/28/2009
Stats 9/27/2009
so... 9/26/2009
ive just done a terrible.horrible thing. 9/25/2009
ATTENTION MDD'ERS!!! 9/24/2009
quick little thing 9/22/2009
some stuff... 9/22/2009
don't you just hate it when... 9/18/2009
shit. 9/17/2009
self-inflicted vomiting 9/14/2009
hola 9/14/2009
So basically me and taylor are over 9/11/2009
... 9/9/2009
FML 9/8/2009
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