I saw myself in the verge of having so much fun. I thought I was me. I thought I was free. I thought I was everything I had always wished to be. But then again, things got worst. I cant understand why God let it happen. All I know know now is that I feel pain. I feel her stares at me like they were very meaningful. I get hurt. Yeah, I have fun while I am still there..but when I get home..my world falls apart, although I dont show it..its like I feel that she is mad at me. But I dont want that to happen. I've decided to completely erase the problem. I want to forget I ever knew of that someone...because..it hurts me..I hate it...I just...I'm just..NOT free...under the circustances..I am in a cage...I am slave..my mistress provides my needs and I give her something in return..Its weird..I wan to get out of this...situatuon>>/?..Life??..uh,,maybe,