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Panic in Her Eyes
LateralUs


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Location: Lost in Fear

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 LateralUs

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see there is so much more
and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going...

 

29 Public Entries
Entry Date
Life Will Have It's Way With Your Pride Son 5/22/2010
Last Entry.. Trembling at The Thought of Feeling 4/8/2010
I Don't Wanna Feel This Overwhelming Hostility 3/30/2010
Making Weapons Out of My Imperfections 3/25/2010
Dreaming of That Face Again 3/24/2010
What Came Before This Precious Moment 3/22/2010
Something Has to Change, Un-deniable Delimma *E* 3/21/2010
Maybe it Takes Longer to Catch a Total Asshole 3/19/2010
We Won't Give Pause Until the Blood is Flowing 3/17/2010
How Could I Let This Bring Me Back to My Knees 3/14/2010
I Don't Want to Rot in Apathetic Existance Either 3/13/2010
Couldn't You Have Said What You Meant? 3/11/2010
Life's to Short to Push it Away (edit/pics) 3/9/2010
Learn to Swim (pics) 3/7/2010
This Tedious Path I've Chosen Here 3/3/2010
I Want to Have Faith to Put Away the Dagger *EDIT* 3/1/2010
Twirling Round With This Familiar Parable 2/25/2010
Disposition (pic) 2/23/2010
Rest Your Trigger on My Finger 2/22/2010
But The Eyes Seem so Familiar 2/20/2010
I Will Choke Until I Swallow 2/18/2010
Something Has to Change 2/17/2010
I Know You Better Than I Know Myself 2/15/2010
Slipping Back Into the Gap Again 2/13/2010
Deaf and Blind and Dumb and Born to Follow (pic) 2/12/2010
Staring Down the Hole again 2/11/2010
Here Comes the Water 2/10/2010
Prying Open My Third Eye 2/9/2010
The Sun is Burning Hot Again 2/8/2010


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