This diary is both and insight for  others and a learning curve for me and how life progresses and the peaks and troughs experienced as a young woman , newly widowed. It will follow every bit  of daily life going back to the day my loving partner Andrew died to the present day and any future hopes. Hopefully this will be a comfort to others going through the same to know they are not the only ones going through it and that you can still have happy moments even in times of complete despair. So here we go , lets move forward, lets remember and lets learn to live a very different life......