I am keeping a blog as well but I am realizing that even my closest friends hardly read them. This time I'm planning to write under a pseudo-name and just leave the message in the air. Becoming famous or being even noticed is almost impossible in this myriad of information flows on the Net. So, it might be an attempt to record that I lived, thought, had fears, and hopes. We can't even trust our own memories. If someone finds something in this diary that speaks to his/her heart, I hope s/he will think that s/he is not alone. More than anything, I hope this diary will bring hope although my aim won't be to construct an artificially optimistic POV.