Dear Diary, 

       I am far from perfect, I am far from found, but I'm getting closer every day. I wear a silver rabbit charm around my neck to remember that I've taken the plunge down the rabbit hole, and there is no turning back. I've learned to expect the unexpected. I've learned to trust in yourself. I've learned to love deeply but without the expectation of getting love in return. However, I've also learned to love myself enough to avoid self-compromise. I was stuck in a dark place, for a few years, I've recently found the light again, I know there will still be dark days ahead but until then I'm going to relish the good times and learn from my mistakes. My heart bleeds across these electronic pages, for you, for me. 

Persons of Interest. 

Heroes: 

My amazing Boyfriend : C.M

A: My childhood best-friend

A.G aka SH: Friends since Kindergarten lives in AZ but always there for me.

E: My other best-friend, analytical self loathing lives here. 

B: Sorority Sister (until we were kicked out!) 

LT: In the same group as E & A H.S friend lives in NY. 

M: Another Sorority Sister would do anything for each other 

P: A good friend I met in Psych

ER: A friend I met in painting Class

K:  Known her since I was 8, we have a weird love/hate relationship

DML: My coworker and friend

X: The sibling

T: C.M.'s Brother

T.L: C.M.'s BF

D: My cat

Antagonist's: 

F.M.: My coworker/ ex's mother

C.J: My lowly ex boyfriend. 

LD: C.J's brothers wife we used to be best friends. 

The Boss no code abbreviation necessary 

Additional Characters: 

P: C.J.'s older brother we don't talk but I don't have negative feelings towards him.