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baby, i'm sinking.
pretending to be me


Age: 17
Sex: F
Location: my mind
State: Colorado

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Interests
Addicted to Love
Against Conformity
Anti-Authority
Banned Books
Beat Poetry
Beauty in Everything
Being
Nickel Creek
NoJoMo 2011
Violin

to quote someone i look up to:
"well, you see, it's mostly about me. well, entirely about me, but here's the catch: i'm you. no, really, i mean it. not like that transcendentalism stuff we're learning in english class, but really, truly, i'm you. i know what it feels like when your heart beats so hard against your bone white ribs, when you sing in the shower with soap in your eyes, when you run until you get a side ache. i wrote this story about you because i am so in love with you, your broken-fence teeth and your tissue-paper scars. i love you when you're so exhausted it could topple you to the ground, so in love it could snap guitar strings, so sickly sweet it could make lips smile. this is a reckless love story. this is my shameless confession."
~ zoe trope

teenager at heart, always. secretly aspiring musician and movie star and poet. in reality, aspiring lawyer. watches too much tv and reads too many books that don't really say anything. not smart, good at bullshit. always in love. always sincere.

read me. i will rip my heart out and you can read it on these glowing internet screens. please do. think and be heard. that's all i want to do.

23 Public Entries
Entry Date
Main Characters 1/1/2020
hold it against me. 5/15/2012
I'd Lie 11/21/2011
The Blind Leaving The Blind 11/20/2011
i look as small as i feel 11/19/2011
You are my sweetest downfall 11/18/2011
I hang on every word you say 11/16/2011
Oh, this is how it starts 11/15/2011
all the other kids with the pumped up kicks 11/14/2011
Sometimes too much to drink is barely enough 11/12/2011
like two bitter strangers 11/11/2011
i don't wanna miss a single thing 11/10/2011
people throw rocks at things that shine 11/9/2011
Don't leave me alone cause i've been left enough 11/8/2011
Attaboy 11/7/2011
i'm all strung out, my heart is fried 11/6/2011
so baby, i'm sinking. 11/5/2011
through all the pain, believing. 11/4/2011
Happiness and Sanity Blurs 11/3/2011
Dreaming about You 11/2/2011
have i ever told you bout the time i 11/1/2011
Kisses are a better fate than Wisdom 10/31/2011
Here and Heaven 10/30/2011


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