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Drowning in my sleep
justine2112


Age: 19
Sex: F
State: Illinois

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Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Giving into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know



 

30 Public Entries
Entry Date
(: 9/9/2012
cannot take this shit anymore. 8/25/2012
life's better. 8/21/2012
So much to talk about. 8/12/2012
Hate life.. 8/2/2012
What do I even do.. 7/31/2012
well damn.. 7/18/2012
no one understands </3 7/17/2012
leave me alone. 7/4/2012
tension is here. 7/2/2012
I hate myself sometimes. 6/27/2012
I wish I was strong enough. 6/27/2012
baby you light up my world like nobody else.<3 6/20/2012
welp. :c 6/20/2012
good day, yet not so good.. 6/20/2012
WHORE. 6/18/2012
all I can do is smile.(: 6/16/2012
Jealous. 6/15/2012
ruthless. 6/13/2012
things are looking up :) 6/12/2012
LOL! 6/10/2012
I dont understand.. 6/10/2012
Better days<3 (: 6/9/2012
this is so hard... 6/8/2012
I miss you. 6/7/2012
Goodmorning. 6/7/2012
says it all. 6/7/2012
Horrible night </3 6/6/2012
I dont want to be here anymore.. 6/6/2012
History will forever repeat itself. 6/6/2012


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