I've lived an unusual life up 'til now and have always been the underdog amongst my friends and family. Travelling from place to place with little to no security in my life. I have seen and experienced things that most couldn't even imagine and I am lucky to have been privileged with the opportunities I have had.
While most would envy the life that I have lived, a small part of me has envied the other side of the coin; security, a stable relationship, a pension plan, a career, belongings, one phone number, a house to call their own, babies and a tight knit community around them.
I'm now in between the life that I had and the life that I am going to have. Shifting spaces and changing my mind set. To my surprise, it's far more daunting that the day I left home to explore the world. To me, this life comes with more potential dangers and destruction than that of a life of a nomad. While I have always pondered the potential possibilities of a "secure & steady" life, in my heart, I am and always have been more comfortable with the unknown and the "fly by the seat of my pants" lifestyle.
This diary will be a place for me to vent & voice my transitions, concerns and fears while also reflecting on the past and a way for me to tell tales that up until now, have been kept inside my heart.