i opted to go play poker with my friends this evening (LJ encouraged it...but at this point she's grasping at straws to find anything to make me "happy") however she is trying to find the balance with her meds, so this would not have been a productive evening. she is sleeping now...much needed.

poker was ok....i was thoroughly distracted. ended up coming in second...so a little cash is nice. will toss some to my lucky charms in the morning, they gave me lucky kisses when i left.

was a gorgeous night for a ride home on the motorcycle. pondered riding more...but nervous about deer.

thanks for the notes