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Ramblings Of An Outcast
by Demono
Location: Fitchburg, MA
Age: 30    Sex : M

Uncertain 5/26/2003

Heres something I wrote the other day...

Uncertain

Sympathetic I'm an angry addict with temptation not to believe
I'm pathetic I regret it when I let it brush my cares right off of my sleeve
It isn't clear why my trust destroys everything that I love
I'm just afraid that I've lost all my courage and I struggle to build it back up

You aren't the only one who is tired
Straight through to your bones
Find another feeling I've tried it
Ended up all alone
So long to these last inhibitions
They're slipping away
In a place called rock bottom, carved out my name
Leave a new notch everyday

So you told me what I had to expect, though I hesitated to heed
And to be honest, I guess what I forgot is how good it feels to bleed
But it isn't clear why my hands must destroy everything I create
So I smile and laugh and pretend to know peace to cover up my hate

You aren't the only one who is tired
Straight through to your bones
Find another feeling I've tried it
Ended up all alone
So long to these last inhibitions
They're slipping away
In a place called rock bottom, carved out my name
Leave a new notch everyday

Can't figure out how I'm to benefit the doubt without a past free of mistakes
These moments wasting, hate when I get placed with the liars and the fakes
And it isn't right how I have to forgive and make myself forget
When you won't give up on the times I was wrong and everything that I've said

You aren't the only one who is tired
Straight through to your bones
Find another feeling I've tried it
Ended up all alone
So long to these last inhibitions
They're slipping away
In a place called rock bottom, carved out my name
Leave a new notch everyday



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