|"sure baby...hold back"|
i swear.. i overthink things and worry WAY too much. at least i admit it, right?
so.. i started taking birth control about... 3 weeks ago.. and i did what i was supposed to.. but i haven't gotten.. well, you know. (it's weird for some reason talking about that here.. haha).. i mean, it says it's normal blah blah blah.. but you know me.. i'm a little stressed.. and i know how people are, "well, that's what you get,". but i really can't afford to be that right now. i work 10 hours a week. yea. i sitll live at home/ryan's house. i'm sure everything's fine because i did what i was supposed to.
i told ryan and i feel a little bad 'cause i don't want him to stress out, especially over something that may not even be true. but i think we're okay. =) he didn't freak out, or get mad.. or anything. he just assured me that everything will be okay. i sure do love that guy... =)
on a much better note - it's SO warm out!! even now, at 11pm, it's warm.. windy, but warm. i've got my windows open.. haha.. but the wind keeps moving the blinds, and knocking stuff over. fun! =)
well.. that's all i really wanted to say.. =)