Its interesting when you take the time to sit down and have a really good look at your life ... You find out lots of little interesting things that seem insignificant but help add up to the bigger picture. I feel as though I've gone through a midlife crisis, worrying about my health, my job, my love life ... I guess if I have had that crisis, I've gotten it out of my system pretty easily. I did a few tests and things through a counselling service and the results it came back with were very surprising. Not only did it lower down my ideal careers, it pretty worked out my entire personality to a tee. It was scary! Informative but scary. It said alot of things about my personality in regards to the way I react to my father, and I never really believed it until I saw it written down on paper. Denial is totally the key to my life! lol... It also said that my ideal profession was something artistic - They suggested photography or make up artistry. To tell the truth I hadn't considered half the things they'd put on there, and the ones I HAD thought about were ranked with low scores, more or less translating to "I wouldn't try it if I were you!"
Anyway, direction is good ...  Now all I need is the motivation...