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a time without end
by valerian

Location: Down Under
Age: 31 Sex : F

confused

12/9/2005

what do i do? im seeing the lovliest guy and he worships me, but hes younger than me and bugging the crap out of me, everything seems to annoy me, but the thought of leaving him makes me feel sad. and i know it will kill him of i left. but i want a man not a boy. *sigh* dont know what to do. i dont mean to but everywhere we go im starting to look arund and check out guys again and flirt a bit (id never do antyhing while i was still with him , couldnt cheat on anyone). why cant we just drift apart??????

Nic

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How old os he? This goes along with my current entry "staying in my comfort zone". [The"Good"One]

12/9/2005 12:53:45 AM

i know it will kill him if i left.

Girl, don't guilt yourself into staying with a boy when you want a man. Only way you will be happy is to be honest with yourself and him... until then you will be unhappy. He'll get over it... it might hurt some, but he will. Follow your heart, dear, and find your own happiness. :D [Witch]

12/9/2005 1:27:16 AM

When it starts to feel like this its the beginning of the end. Its hard to turn it around, and it doesn't sound like you want to anyway.

Its ok for it to be over, for whatever your reason, but think if you were in his shoes. It would hurt, but you'd want honesty, right? Its less painful than the uncertainty of everything else.

[Hypnotica]

12/9/2005 4:57:46 AM

If staying with him doesn't make you feel happy, something's wrong and if you're staying with him because you're afraid of breaking his heart, while then something definitely's wrong! [darkart]

12/9/2005 9:05:37 AM

hey wildcat.

you gotta break 'im. the hard way.

[kiwiverse]

12/13/2005 7:30:13 PM

[Rimbaud]

6/5/2006 6:49:49 AM

I guess you've left him ny now... [A l l u (re)]

2/24/2007 3:32:02 PM

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