California is getting way to hectic. It seems that all I can do is work and work and work, and never get anywhere. To start, everything is to expensive! Registration, Insurance, Food, gas, school...everything! Also, I don't care what reports show, there are no jobs! Except service jobs that pay minimum wage! Plus it takes forever and a day to get anywhere! And what's the deal with these sorry tiny ass homes costing a half million dollars? Crappy roach infested apartments in horrific areas are going for $1k for a freakin' studio!

I am trying to talk Will into moving. His company has a position open in Las Vegas. I would love to move to Vegas. No sales tax, no traffic (outside of Vegas, of course), and plenty of positions available. So I've heard. Plus I could afford to work and go to school. 2 bedroom apartments going for $600! Can u imagine!

Plus I just hit up my boss for a raise and it sucked. Then I thought, well how come I do all this extra work and for what? I can't advance, and when I work harder, all the agents get extra money. Plus I thought I had a close relationship with him. He would always give me a few bonus's here and there when the company did well.

Hey! It's doing well! He's trying to tell me we are spiriling downhill, but he forgets that I do A/P, A/R. I see everybill we pay, and every piece of commission that we get. I also see his new cars and new re-done house. And he has gotten SO arrogant. Ever since we became an official corporation. He insists we call him a CEO. Which technically I guess u are, but we rent a small office, and have 5 employees...a few who carely graduated HS. Give me a break.

I'm just stressed. Plus, I have had an aversion to my family lately. It seems whenever I am near them they are criticising me. So I have avoided being around them or talking to them. Sometimes I just wish I lived on my own on a desert island.