Is having one of those days where you feel like there's a hand around your neck squeezing out all your happiness, and your the only one who notices or cares :/

I feel my depression coming back. It has its arms around me slowly pulling me back down in the land of despair. It all started Saturday. Even though I have lost 18 pounds I'm still to fat to fit into a cute costume. I had the choice of a clown a flapper or a pirate. The only one that even looked ok was the pirate so that is the one I ended up with. Then I was supposed to go to a friends house party and I didn't make it there because my other friend showed up to late. so I ended up going out to my friends bar some friends. Ran into an ex bf who proceeded to hit on my friend that I was hanging out with. I was so ready to go home but we ended up going for coffee then said ex bf ended up at the same place as us and came and sat with us and continued to hit on my friends WTF?

Today I dressed up for work. Me my boss and a co worker decided to be Alvin and the chipmunks. I'm simon my boss is Alving and my co worker is theodore. Today just sucks I feel like crying and I just want to go back to bed and never get out.

I'm a high seas pirate and my friend was a sex therapist.

Me and the blind ref from super bowl 40

Me and the girls from work. Alvin and the chipmunks I'm Simon