i'm not happy with all that happened that is all.

Ok so I really thought that I was ready for a relationship. I mean after being single for a year and 8 months you would think I would be right. Well Chris and I made it official on 7/8/12 and on 7/21/22 I broke it off.

I feel bad for hurting him I really do but after being with him for a little bit. I just realized I was not ready for all of this. I was really not ready for some of the things he had to offer me long term either.

for example he is a little immature and alot insecure.

I mean I know I'm down on myself a lot talking trash about meself. He told me he didn't like that so I stopped doing it. But he would do the same thing about himself. Also he would act like a middle schooler and constantly ask me how much I liked him and why I liked him etc.

So in the long the best thing was for us to just be friends. I'm happy with that. I'm just unhappy that I ended up hurting him cause he really is a nice guy.