jeremy's dad died wednesday, we broke up less than 48 hours later... that night I decided to leave less than a week later for Arizona for two weeks... what the hell, I have the money, why not. less suicidal, maybe it's the drugs, maybe it's getting out of an unhealthy relationship... who really knows. loving my little bro and sis. needing a vacation from my vacation... such is my life. found out that my first boyfriend and his friends voted me not only the hottest girlfriend he's ever had, but the hottest girlfriend *any* of them have ever had. good for me. that is all.