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I try to keep up with writing entries here...but it never works. So I figured it was time for that...bimonthly update? I can't remember the last time I wrote in here.
So I reached a point in my life where I realized that I was sick of being out of shape. For those that don't know (pretty much everyone on here except for a few fellow diarists), I used to be really huge into fitness. Then law school happened. I reached a point where I got close to 190 lbs and I said that was it. So for my final year of school, I've been working out my muscles just as much or even more than my brain. I'm glad to say that I've dropped 15 lbs and added a bit of muscle. Still need to work off the stomach though :-D
Second part: School. Two more months, then I take the bar. Let me tell you, the bar application is ridiculous. If you love your privacy, don't become a lawyer. It's that bad. They want to know anything and everything about you, just to SIT and take a test. They want to make sure that you'll be suitable to practice. Ha. I know, funny joke, right? Lawyers wanting you to have good character and fitness? :-P I keed, I keed.
Third part: I told myself that I should not date until after the bar because it would be unfair to the potential significant other when all my time will be dedicated to taking the bar in a couple of months. Unfortunately, I am not taking my own advice. I recently went on quite a few dates, felt very confident about myself, and then it all went terrible. Maybe that's a good thing.
For instance, I was talking to this one girl for quite some time - we finally had a date, had a great time (I'll spare you all the boring details), she insists that we should do this again, I definitely agree and I gave her a kiss on the cheek. That was it. She would only text me randomly after that and when I would try to call her, she would ignore my calls. I couldn't figure out what happened. Until a friend basically told me what I should have known in the beginning - she's probably seeing someone else. A couple days later, facebook declares it so. She couldn't even tell me about it. Ah well, I look at it as a positive thing - I want someone in my life who will be honest with me, not try to hide things.
Sorry, I just had to get that off my chest. Whether or not you are still reading at this point :-D I think this entry is more for myself than others because I've just been pretty bottled up about everything that has been going on in my life. I'm pretty tired of it. I keep trying to have a positive attitude with school, but it's just not working. It'll be over soon enough though, that's how I keep getting through it. And then I get to pay back student loans.
And don't even get me started on the job market for lawyers. That's because it is non-existent right now. You know, I love my law school - it's what a law school should be like. Unfortunately, my law school isn't in the top fifty schools, so no one else cares. We'll see where that leaves me. Trying to stay positive about it, but it is pretty hard. Not gonna lie.
If you have read this far, I really do appreciate it. Usually I try to keep my entries to a minimum, especially those in which I am complaining.
That's all for now. Probably see you in another two months ;-D